Friday, May 22, 2009

Broken Capillaries In The Lips

Genealogy of a bitch. Carmen Burgos

"So do not raise my voice, old Walt Whitman,
against child girl's name written on his pillow,
or against boy who dresses as a bride and n the darkness of the wardrobe,
or against casinos solitary drinking water in disgust prostitution
or against men green eyed who love men and burn their lips silence. "
F. García Lorca.
Álvaro
"Oh, how life has changed! Now we're half drunk and under the effect of beer, I is releasing the tongue, I'll tell you a story:

do things, Don Alvaro, which I have ever heard since we received from the college and I left the rough and mannish Antioquia my mountains to which I have never returned ...

Poor as I am, in the big city I've had to do everything. Goodbye

warm wind, warm nights, goodbye peaceful life of Santa Fe, Medellin drizzle and goodbye of wet, Silvia and herbs.

Note that some time has, for example, worked as a student counselor in the counseling department of a secondary school in any area of the Bogotá, and chronic thug that lazy (and concentrated on small works go Echo far from his world) never read you, puny.

should lead to final year students of a brainstorming workshop on "wonderful gift" of sexuality. I became aware of the needs and developing an outline that I think should have revised up the Archbishop, perhaps because a high content of such "dangerousness" should pass through the lens of a thousand sensors (Rightly lamented Fernando González Ochoa, our little old Envigado Otraparte of the Harvey, in his Journey on Foot "poor country, a country of poverty, [...] without direction and without conscience yet! Poor country in which they are joint owners the curate, the bachelor and the Devil! ". This last thought, but fortunately Don Alvaro thoughts as Zola read or count the drops of sweat falling from his brow as Dostoevsky's Raskolnikov.)

Finally, after all adjustments (cutting it, add this, do not say this, this is not necessary, this content is not relevant for adolescents, etc.), I do my workshop, that, long, it was a wonderful day for reflection and personal growth for myself and for the kids.

And I better not tell him, Don Alvaro, better write, and then come and read, tolle et lege, as he told the devil that of Hippo (Hippo was not Tagaste but that was not Tagaste but the woman who fired in Milan, but Milan was not of bitches that they say I am not aware, was a saint):

was Thursday or Friday of October in the afternoon and students in the ease of a teenager, opened its intimacy and celebrated jubilantly what they thought was an unusual outburst of sincerity. There was laughter, hugs and cheesy tears. Let there

Don Alvaro. Best I keep counting out loud:

-Lorenzo, the crazy one in the group (he even told her friends Lola and sang, "... she is walking alone in Barcelona looking mess." That I am thinking, but do not tell the of yore), the star dancer in the dance group of the school, the pearcing over the left eyebrow, pale skin and brown hair with a pair of lace locks, provided stiff under the effect of the gel, told all what we already knew: that he was gay. Like when Uribe, the doctor achondroplastic wand today dawned with a "fork in the soul" (thank goodness not in the ass), we say, finally, he wants to be reelected. People think that one is Birdbrain, right?

However, the safety of the Lola and the naturalness of the speech caused something few expected: Pipe, a lad of seventeen, athletic, beard and a dozen pimples on the face, also wanted to tell her secret compared to the astonishment of his colleagues and, especially, girls.

What liberals have made us boys! Right, Don Alvaro? You should feel at home in these times. And open parentheses for the reader to understand because it is usually silly and forgetful: Don Alvaro is a Summa Cum Laude fag Medellin, in my Letters of Ripol series was dying (not AIDS, not Malpensa), I think. Well, at least he is still alive for me and Martincito, the son of Silvia will not say who it is because I do not want to remove this murky swamp of my memory.

But back where we were: the beer table, where I'm drunk and I are loosing the language and Don Alvaro, drunk, blink slowly, slowly and sleeping.

But this is literature, play with time and better return back:

Time passed (in the past, because I'm playing with him, as I said) and ended giving up the job (oh man, how does that to what? to the school counselor! Concentrate! And no, I forgot the tilde, is that in Antioquia voseamos and make a antepenultimate one paroxytone because we feel the Castilian as we feel as SAR).

not returned in the afternoon of training and personal growth (the retreats became a weekend at the home of nuns).

not tell the reasons for my resignation, although, as I have mentioned four paragraphs above, the discerning reader (now I call and after telling silly because this is my story and make it what I please ) may colleagues easily. The boys graduated and when I left, I lost all contact with them.

time she passed and one night I met Pipe (last month, for that matter).

was so changed, Álvaro. If you see: it does not have mud on his face and his cheeks look adorned with a heavy beard, shave carefully following whimsical. Her hair was not going badly neglected and had to be some twenty or twenty years. Just as you don Álvaro (is laughing. It seems that just woke up). Terraced

Pasteur was one of the sites most popular gay cruising and traditional Colombian capital.

- Good evening monsieur!, cried in terrible 'fran-glish', with enthusiasm, Pipe, and to prove to his Chicano I was learning another language.

I turned and without giving him coldly replied: good.

- I Pipe, doctor! Do not you remember me? (Do not know why the hell I say now 'doctor'. It will be to insult me, because in Colombia doctor tells any sonofabitch, eg, Dr. Wand).

- Boy!, Said, but how changed you are. What are you doing?

"I hope someone answered.

I soon understand, Don Alvaro, that 'someone' had become a common word on his lips. 'Someone' appointed the most diverse types of people. 'Someone' could be Luis, Matthew, Philip, Jorge, Fernando, Eduardo, Esteban, Jairo or Ricardo. Pipe accompanied them, gave them a moment of pleasure, gave himself a moment of pleasure and returned late to the floor he had rented in Santa Isabel, where he lived alone. He liked what he did, he took precautions and enjoyed it very much. He had learned a thousand ways to love and was lucky to think that while the work involved for many great efforts and toil, for it was something so pleasant and spring.

Among his 'one', Eduardo was his favorite. I saw that day, just before saying goodbye to Pipe, when he was not to well but the coffee grounds, then invited him to take one. He was young and somewhat handsome, even seems to Harvey, Don Alvaro. He

clothing executive, about age 31, married and had a baby two years (this Pipe told me yesterday when I saw him and decided to write his story then at the little bar of Jet Quevedo, a place to marijuana and drifters, I'm telling you to Don Alvaro).

could be seen once a week. Eduardo seemed to want. I was looking for, we did gifts and treated him with a tenderness that touched and let the drama of his heart and his life divided facade. But Pipe was (in past tense because everything that has to do with the heart must be combined at this time) unable to love. Eduardo was not interested but the strength of his torso, glaucous tone of his eyes, reddish hair, the hieratic style of his gestures, the fine accent with which he spoke and the faint smell of his breath nicotine .

From the night I met him in passing through Terrace Pasteur, Pipe was slowly put their lives here or there, I've recreated in my mind a thousand ways, seeks to have this done, an explanation .

As I understand it, Don Alvaro, it all started in the same neighborhood houses where he spent his childhood. But better give me a paper, I will write again. Do not interrupt me more:

Under the clear sky of January 1 Wicked, which showed clearly the capital's afternoon sun, cirrus lost after wandering far and cotton intrusive, gentle trade winds while the leaves were fluttering near walnut trees in the dirty workshop amid the vulgarity of everyday life in the slums, among the cries of hawkers and the roughness of the artisans, Pipe discovered love, yes, in the most unorthodox and cuddly as possible.

Now that Caesar is gone and time goes by and he does not return, Pipe remember is blurred while the voice and the timbre of her voice suggests to me the profound nostalgia that makes you think of your first powder ...

continue.

Monday, May 4, 2009

Looking For Name In Tea

or why the breasts.

On the street of Flores, of San Antonio, by Carmen, the Trade, with the wind, the rhythm of the wind, in the wind, not wind, was Carmen Burgos moving the buttocks, skirt, long hair, wavy and black.

Yesterday I was told that he had died and since then a porous melancholy has set me on the left side of the soul to play with my demons and party with my memories.

"L'amour est un oiseau rebelle qui nul ne peut apprivoiser" was heard in the distance. It was Carmen, Verdi's, which by happy chance sounded as the voice on the handset than the other Carmen said, mine had gone to braid ermine clouds in the sky of the archangels.

Then, as he dropped my body on the chair, overwhelmed with shock, I went with the mind to look for the dead ...

Street is not wide enough for you, the sun hits the pavement you face lights , palms, trembling in the breeze, bend your way and you chimneys with a bunch of Turkish crackers.

You
disheveled, Carmencita come back to primping your hair braided by a tortoiseshell comb between the shaggy strands, if you drop the flower that you wear on your ear, you crouch down in a stately gesture, Carmencita, to pick, if one crosses your path known, preparing to greet you with a sincere gesture and a funny grin on your face, if my grandfather passes, you look into his eyes, Carmencita, flirtatious smile, and you're shaking the range that your late husband brought you the Fuerteventura port before returning to America.

Carmencita is noon and I'm back to being a kid, and I turned to run down the hallway clear and cool your home and came back to wear shorts and camisole straps with blue and came back to look like that time, the first, your nakedness intense.

Pum! Rang the door that opened my naive and indiscreet curiosity.
There was
eponymous Carmen Burgos Colombine most worthy of the Andalusian-stripped of all his clothes to birder ass, in the splendor of the voluptuousness of the flesh, with wet thighs and a cologne bottle in the hands .

"Oh boy, tené care! Do not you see I'm wearing? Go to your yard to play, "he said, he asked, his voice calm and ordered.

I think pregnant
hearing naturally and brash ...

Carmen Burgos did not bother to cover his shamelessness: flabby tits pink nipples, thighs pale sun never bathed, hairy sex, love song to the forest that borders the swamp in his hometown of San Jerónimo, the hollow round your belly button in the middle of a generous belly and neck blast of fresh water falling from her black hair and limpid streams that form in a clear liquid thread, under the swift tumble gravity boost toward his navel.
The kid I was and am no more, he stood petrified at the oak door dark arabesques had opened, revealing. Now, large and perverted, I'm a ghost again entered through the window, which slips through a crack in the wall rose and dressed flies the fourth recall.
What do you see? A small body of nine years before the immensity of a fifty-seven corpazo: what remains, in the form of mental spectrum, of a fat hormone stripped to the springs of a boy and a consequent fury unleashed voyeuristic.
bang, bang! Opened the doors, towels and ran fly women.

Because of a fat naked eye spied a steadily since the ladies bathroom, the ladies' locker room, the clubhouse of the street dancers Artigas. That eye was also a body soon learned to undress in front of a mirror, the siesta, in the spirit drunk with memories to start their first childish liturgical worship of the god Priapus. And at night, when the light was extinguished, a fire lit pudendal frighten. Then rubbed with innocence upright peak of the mountain of the goddess Venus hollow fabric to blow up the fiery volcano of passion. So, while a greenish lava river to the north was thrown to his abdomen and rushed south to the thighs, a viscous moisture soaked pajamas and tiny droplets of salty sweat shone on his forehead. Dime

Carmencita, why I wanted so much? Why in your garden you let me invent castles untouchable? Why do you preferred your goddaughter, the noble Maria del Pilar? But most of all tell me what you served your tits, you never gave birth?

Yes, tell me, wind, tell me, silence, tell me why are boobs? Why this obsession of mine with them? It must be that, somewhere, I keep a kind of nostalgia and native mammal, a child feel that sucks the juices from her nubile mother wren world.

I see a large bra, Carmencita, and feeling wanted to touch it, I remember. Speaking of boobs, Carmencita, Hayles with pink nipples, black or decidedly gloomy. Hayles long, round, oval, large or small. Hayles complacent and spontaneous, and dengue fever and fussy. Hayles Hayles tasteless and salty. I say this because of all varieties has been testing me, to play, the Creator.

But before I forget, Carmencita, I'll ask something else and I hope you remember. Because what I am, I have not forgotten my grandfather's visits to your house in which he offered communion wine Syria and me biscuits ...

Carmencita Now that the old Froilan and you are dead, without blushing answer me: do you want?

No, do not laugh Aycardi widow Carmen Burgos, Carmencita of the soul, my memories, I'm serious. Anyway, I must confess that, devoured by impatience, I do not remember having met a week pending the consummation of love.

So tell me, babe, how did you manage to put up with the win? I am sure you never bestowed the least license it was as if you want to delete, without knowing it, the reputation of the namesake of yours, English and very liberal and she had as frivolous lover Gómez de la Serna, the salt shakers greguerías read before you die, when he was away and had no time to remember. Tell me what I default my generation, I can not in my immediate rush, keep me chaste, like you, like my grandfather, the old faithful and monogamous in my childhood. It was

Carmen Burgos widow very young, before I was born. No children, no spouse, there stood the old house she inherited from her husband and a plot by the river that ran a fool named Roger with severe defects in speech and hearing and, to my knowledge, family fourth degree of consanguinity of her husband. There I was going to play or swim in a well during hot days.

The last time I saw her was at fourteen, going to school at Villa Deborah. Going to fix an issue in some goddaughter to one of the charge of normal at this time. Then I went away and covered his memory as forgetfulness, worry, scorn of the time, the inertia of life.

Today I remember you, I dream of you, Carmencita, I write this for eternal memory of the first woman I saw (when seeing is not just the trivial appearance of someone in the field of perception but, as Sartre would say, permanent leakage of things to a term that captures a certain distance from me and I escaped while deployed around him his own distance), the first woman I saw naked, you.
The photo shows the promotional poster of the recommended work 'Fat' by Neil La Bute, currently based at the Teatro Nacional (Calle 95 # 47-15 Barrio La Castellana, Bogotá DC Colombia). Directed by and starring Morgan Mario Hernandez and Fabian Mendoza Constanza. Http://www.teatronacional.com.co/

Monday, April 27, 2009

Meralgia Paresthetica Yoga Treatment

of possible prizes and other demons. Faith Pilgrim

-Buenos
Álvaro days.
...
-I, very well. Do you do this?
... "No need sheaf
the scythe or reaper scythe.
...
"Do not think, Don Alvaro. There have been days of few letters. Simply, I have to publish everything I write.

... "Yes, there were a couple of texts. He
...
have led after heist film, two young camajanes blue caps (one with red hair and freckles on his cheeks profusely) and jackets prêt-à-porter (this is if you see them).
...
- How, Don Alvaro? Running, breathing hard, as headgear sickness.
...
"No, nothing happened. They climbed the slope of Perseverance, a suburb of Bogota that is confused with the whitish cloudy skies and in nice shack, they locked the tame pigeons to deliver the disappointing prize: books have not read or read.
...
"But changing the subject, Don Alvaro, note that I have been fortunate to have someone write something dedicated to me.
...
"Yes, of course. Who else could it be?

... "Oh, I do not know, Don Alvaro. Must be because he met Silvia few days ago, he told me.

... "If you want to read you will come visit the Internet space.
... Don Alvaro
"No, not print it, think about the environment.

... "Well, as I see it is not going to read will tell what it is: a code-friendly text that finds its echoes deep in my series" The Letters of Ripol "published some time ago. Entitled 'impossible love and other demons "
...
" That I do not know what I can answer Don Alvaro. The truth is that I have never given or received a prize in the blogosphere, but this time I break my reservation on the issue and I think I'll give a prize to the blog of Javi at the earliest opportunity.
...
- Do you think, Don Alvaro? So tonight I call him and tell him to do me a contraption, which to me gives me the sense not that bad.


... "Well. Then I leave the address in this piece of paper. He reads it and tells me, okay?

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"I celebrate myself, and sing myself, And
What Shall I assume you assume,
For Every atom Belonging Belongs to me as good to you."
Walt Whitman.

Wednesday, April 8, 2009

Male Genital Medical Examination



Oh, how sweet, how serene

the Nazarene walked by the empty field
less full of vegetables that thorny
Calvary

The procession moved
with deep quiet suffering,
How sad the sun set!
How people crying!
How grieved Jesus ...! And he


inhumane executioner that was
sweet Jesus with whip in hand, face fierce
what had!
what heart as villain!

scene softened a tiger!
was going to drop the lamb, and this black monster
fierce
would
across the face with a whip of steel ... But a mischievous

villager, a precocious child

-hearted and healthy
and soul as big and as pure as heaven
Castilian, generous little boy


that looking at her, silent,
felt the tragic scene,
that left him a heart full of deep resentment
painful

sublimed suddenly broke
people,
took a round pebble, looked at him the executioner's

face with eyes very deep hatred,

he stood before the sculpture,
teeth clenched,
aseguróse feet,
wisely measured height, arm stretched
through, the bullet whizzed

terrible, sounded
indefinable hit, and the infamous executioner

fell horrible bouncing the board
stubborn.

the faithful
rowdy by the terrible event, surrounded the child
angry, asking
admired:
- Why, why did you do that? ...

And he answered, aggressive,
voice of those who come
of a righteous soul to the living:
- "Why yes, because you're stuck
without any reason!".

Today, that men go,
seeing Jesus suffer, I am interrogating
:
Are we men of today
those children yesterday?


The Pedrada (fragment). José María Gabriel y Galán. Oh

popayancito Popayán. While I hear the distant singing of the seminarians from the nearby church, traveling my mind and my heart to you.

Macarena Hand in hand, my friend from another time, I again have lozenges in your streets paved, back up to the balcony and again I hear the noise of the crowd in celebration. Friday

pain. Rattle sounds and the four cardinal points of the cathedral above the mob. There, far away, is the Dolorosa, little one, gallant. Accompanies San Juan, cheeks lush and beardless face fag. Below, sweaty Costalero worth their sins while swaying the Quidam, the Cristo de San Agustín and the priests who sing long elegies.

That day I left my doubts and hesitations and turned to be Catholic. It was more a Protestant Pilgrim! No sir! Catholic and atheist as God commands and pupil of the Jesuits to make matters worse.

Catholicism for me, more than a religion is an aesthetic sense. Already said by me García Lorca: 'offices have attended different religions. And I came out cheering the wondrous, beautiful, unparalleled English Catholicism. To say nothing of the Protestant religion. I have no head (in my head Latino) how people can be Protestants. Is suppressed all that is human and comforting and beautiful, in a word " (letter to his family, written from New York on July 14, 1929). In fact, I have found on American soil the first evangelical sense.

Instead, I like the eyes, mournful eyes, Dew, Pilar, Guadalupe, Chiquinquira, de Covadonga, Lujan, Montserrat. I like the pipe organ sound, which is interpreted a gentle tune of Mozart. The Stabat Mater, the Pange Lingua, the Dies Irae, how to love my ears!

Play Handel's Messiah Passover with its thousand hosannas and see the baroque altarpieces of the Bogotá iglesinas old that it does think of God.
Gozo
greatly with the songs of Teresa of Avila, Juan de la Cruz, Luis de León, I place the Renaissance Castilian accents Basques of the Exercises Spiritual by Loyola and I relish the human figure's sensual and passionate Alexander VI.

So what national pride I felt that time in the balcony on the street, in the Popayán of my memories, seeing this show, all lined up and mediocrity, pious and prayerful. Understand this

readers, damages and aware: This is the most Catholic country in the world, multiplied rosaries, bandages removed by the bushel and even exported.

Ah, Colombia, Columbian, columbite. Crazy, fucking, killing, Tartuffe, prayer leader. For that actually work. There you go, as Dolorosa: tame, loose tumbling left and right, straining for a bit, Stepping out, down the hill toward the abyss. As the San Juan youth of my reminiscences go, queer, dressed in green mountain of your three mountain ranges. Down the hill, sleeping in the dream of your religion soporific, behind your old colonial remnants, in the hands of a political class that constantly sucks the breast lactiferous huge profits it provides the most shameless product sinecures.

You're hopeless, stupid. Therefore, in this Holy Week, I condemn from the cross of existence in which I'm stuck. Father not forgive her she knows what she does, but is stubborn, the very stubborn. I tell you today will be with me in hell. It is finished. Here is my fucking mother.

Ite missa est. Amen.

Photo 1 of Diego Hoyos www.flickr.com : a child lights the candles of the passage of the angel of the Resurrection in Popayan, Colombia. In photo 2, the same site, a religious group welcomes the passage of the Lord of the donkey on Palm Sunday.